So, I abandoned my blog for a bit too long. In that period of time many things took place. Many life changing events. Got heartbroken again. I find it amusing that I could be heartbroken. Thanks to the fact that i thought i had a black heart. Ah wah do dem... But it was quite fun. The loyalty of the people around me were tested. Received tonnes of bad news. Have i mentioned what happened in y family?? I hope not :) But I dare say that what happened completely altered my crazy self.
I trust that my craziness knows no boundaries. But after such traumatizing events, I dare say my conscience was also altered. PEople talk about the empty hollow stare that a man gives when he takes a life. Well i have that particular stare,though it is quite cleverly masked. I dare kill. I've dreamed many times of sticking my knife into the bodies of people that offended me. Yes,scary as it seems,i dont wake up in sweat or anything. But i wake up with a smile.
Every man has a dark recess of violence in them. Given the correct pressure and condition, a man's true savage surfaces. we feed our hunger for violence in many ways. Video games, speech, competitions and etc.
Try your best to deny, but deep inside you,that violence, that thirst for blood still lingers.
