and so it happened.

So, after so long of absence. So many things took place. I'll skip all the roses and thorns. The main point today is that I might change my ways. Some say that I am getting soft. Just because I let a few people away from severe beating. I realised, some people are not worth the time. I became tired of all that crap. What I need now is peace. Well, so I got to know this new girl. A friend of Y. A real bundle of joy. She's just understanding. She's one of the few people to say : " Mike, you're a wonderful and nice guy. "  See, I have been known for being real bad. But she saw the good in me! Which not only surprises me, but won my heart. She makes my heart rather squishy and warm. I told her some time ago that I would go meet her. And thus it happened, I flew across the ocean that sets us apart, climbed the hills that stood between us, wandered through the jungle that was the last obstacle. So here I am, a couple of feet away from her, before meeting her my heart was racing like hell! But she turned out to be more pleasant than ever! She browsed through my phone's photo gallery, saw a pic of a girl that once was my friend. I freaked out thinking that she would have thought that the girl is my girl or something. Lucky I still could escape with that. How so? That I cant tell. But the whole thing went smoothly. All in all, it was a good thing! Made me the happiest man alive!

Violence,how can we live without it

So, I abandoned my blog for a bit too long. In that period of time many things took place. Many life changing events. Got heartbroken again. I find it amusing that I could be heartbroken. Thanks to the fact that i thought i had a black heart. Ah wah do dem... But it was quite fun. The loyalty of the people around me were tested. Received tonnes of bad news. Have i mentioned what happened in y family?? I hope not :) But I dare say that what happened completely altered my crazy self.

 I trust that my craziness knows no boundaries. But after such traumatizing events, I dare say my conscience was also altered. PEople talk about the empty hollow stare that a man gives when he takes a life. Well i have that particular stare,though it is quite cleverly masked. I dare kill. I've dreamed many times of  sticking my knife into the bodies of people that offended me. Yes,scary as it seems,i dont wake up in sweat or anything. But i wake up with a smile.

  Every man has a dark recess of violence in them. Given the correct pressure and condition, a man's true savage surfaces. we feed our hunger for violence in many ways. Video games, speech, competitions and etc.
 Try your best to deny, but deep inside you,that violence, that thirst for blood still lingers.